that i need to be told if i did something wrong because im not a mind reader and can't always tell whether people are upset with me or not. also that i only consistently talk to people im extremely close with because of anxiety and trust issues but that doesnt mean i dont care about other people

that i dont like being repeatedly told what to do, it stresses me out cause i feel pressured and overwhelmed

mm. that i'm not just a tool to be used. i realize when i'm being used. and i do nothing about it because it scares me. but i hate realizing the only reason certain people talk to me is because they want something.

that I also use xey / xem ..... mfs will support neopronouns and proceed not to use them

i’m always tired and i’m sorry if i ever sound disinterested when i’m talking to you i’m probably just sleepy and having trouble coming up with a single coherent thought💔

i feel a fundamental disconnect between me and everyone around me so i'm overcompensating by being a tryhard funnyman. i crave being taken seriously and yet i present myself as a joke

That I’m 　not ignoring you 　I’m Just ReallY Busy IRL. 　And if I don’t 　know you well, 　I am hesitant to 　talk to 　you at times .

the reason why i connect with roses when it's trauma related stuff. the reason why i kind of hate roses it's because someone people showed me the dark path of life by throwing me by a rosebud. it was like my first day of primary in a recess. i will not forget about it.

That I don't block people for no reason

Because of some perceptions of me in the past — Just because I am an anxious, shy, love oriented person does not mean that I am every anxious, shy, love oriented character — and I am not a little boy.

A lot of things.... but mainly that i dont use they/them, every time it happens i just kinda smile and wave and say "Hey i dont use they/them!" when im secretly dying inside

AND just to clarify theres nothing wrong with using they/them........ its just not me, i am a dude, and whenever they/them is used on me i feel a lot less like one, maybe even a bit dysphoric

my identity is VERY dear to me, including my aesthetic & interests. i formed as a sexual trauma holder & the coquette aesthetic + lana del rey songs are something that i felt deeply in my soul, so everytime someone likes the same things i freak out. it doesn't seem that deep but given that my identity is also a way to cope, i don't like those who are too similar to me..