i care not for what it is about you that appeals to me or makes me happy, but rather i'd love to see you experience the joy and healing you deserve. may you feel how much your family cares for you, and how your companions appreciate you. one day, i hope you will see that you had always been worth enough, despite anything about yourself that may have been causing you to believe otherwise. you are such a beautifully complex person, all parts loveable and broken. anyways i hope you die ugly freak you ruined my life