okay okay I need!!!!! advice
my fp cut me off in November of 2024 after saying he promised he would stay if I had an emergency (my parents had done really horrible things to me and cps was involved. they found them them innocent.) and I've been an absolute train wreck ever since
I lost 90% of my friends, I haven't brushed my teeth in ages, my grades are falling and I'm risking getting kicked out of an honors society, and now I still cant function without him even though he hates me now
wtf do I do random teenagers on the internet...... what do I do!!!!!!!!!!!!
Find new friends, make new memories -- you don't have to forget you simply have to decide it isn't of importance (which ofc isn't fuckass easy for anybody).
i'd recommend doing some soul searching for your people, find more friends, get healthy relationships, allow yourself to feel things without it affecting your whole month - year if it hurts that much (which, trust I know it can be like that sometimes).
I think you should fcuking kill him because what the fuck. like that's genuinely vile. but my suggestion is. try your best to slowly distance yourself from the memories, try to delete his contact/messages, distract yourself as best as possible!
im gonna be so honest i personally split on my fp when she broke up with mwe so i hated her anyway and was for the most part okay
if u need to vent i'm here (barely mentally) but i am a good listener, 3: