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myka !_. 115歳 he/lui.
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slight vent let me die
i am suddenly hit with the realisation that after losing maybe the person who’s ever gotten the closest to truly loving me that I do not have one single real actual friend who I can speak to and be supported by and loved by. I literally have no friends. I literally hate all of them and I want my boy back. Just Broke a year long friendship because he was lowkey actually fucking insufferable??// can’t believe it took me that long. I do not know what to do now.i literally have nobody.ok I have 1 person but I can’t talk to him
Never mind I had a panic attack and went on discord and now I’m sleepy and this is all going to kill me and I will die he will not know
If you were a food, what would you be? I'd like to think I'd be a waffle or something, but I'd probably be something else 🥹
I Love London. It’s my go to place for trips… I go at least like three times per year. I’ve made SO many memories there, like meeting my then-online bestest friend at comic con, playing tag with him at Hyde Park, getting lost with my dad on the tube, seeing old family friends of my mum’s that we don’t normally hear from. I love the architecture and the history. Post-war London architecture and the underground are SO interesting…maybe im just autistic. Unfortunately the train journeys these days are ridiculously expensive, and I am not necessarily of Great Fortune, so I don’t see the city as much as I’d like. Many of my loved ones live there too, and I just wish I could be with them more as well
I pressed the send button a thousand times because it wasn't sent. I hope I didn't send the question more than once. Sorry if that was the case 🥹
Nooo I actually feel so bad… ishould maybe not have sent that letter. Why am I attempting to contact someone who does clearly NOT want contact with me. We Loved each other literal days ago. I just want to know he is okay. He is the one who caused all the problems Though
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